i slept last night.
this is what i ate

muesli
chopped up fruit, hacked and sliced and stabbed fruit
sunflower seed bread
bulgar wheat
3 cabbage salads
2 soy fake meat discus
lentil soup
rubber ice cream

somehow again i have not eaten enough but i am so used to it now
i cant wait to starve to death. like any other young, fit and single fucking tosser.
is it a bad idea to do sit ups when you are really really hungry?
i am smoking pot in the lazer bowl toilet with a teen age goth. no, actually in no way
is this true. not even sort of. i am in my hotel room.
starving,
fading,
true love waits,
lying to you.
it is lonely. i mean invigorating!