i am the one who wrote the stupid thing on the shzine blog today
i am sorry for being a bitch
i did not say those things because i dislike the song or the album or the band, but because xiu xiu has meant a lot to me, and i am afraid that IF i dislike the song or album i will lose something that is very important to me.
does that make sense? it made more sense in my head, i think.
basically, i panic about things like whether or not i will like an album, and whether i will still like xiu xiu.
i am sorry for posting stupid shit
i am sorry for all of this
but i would be lost without xiu xiu
i am really sorry!

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dont be sorry!!! i am sorry!
it is i who am lost without you
i try as hard as i can to make something that is meaningful to you and when i fail i feel like i
have failed at my purpose in life
BUT all you can do is be honest in your feelings and all i can do is be honest in mine
i hope that although that song you do not like, well there are 13 more on that record and i hope you can find something in them that touches in the way you need
if not
i will always keep trying for you!